Awe - The Wonder Word
A blog long in coming. I have lived with these ideas and thoughts for a while now, some have been with them for years, as I have plodded on in this journey of my life. Life. Lived in spurts and waves. Sometimes also in empty spaces. And often times in meaningless, mundane things. Eating, drinking, brushing teeth, sleeping, taking a dump, talking to loved ones, counting the money - this goes on everyday, with having little impact. And there are days, when I feel Awe, and the moment stretches to eternity with the wonder of it all. Also, days of Awleeees, when emotions wash over me and I become a single emotion, with no boundaries of skin, bones coming between the heart and the emotion. And the days where things are just Awful, when the world, its people and their actions are too much to bear, deadening my spirit, loading it with hopelessness and despair. The word "Awesome" is such a common occurrence these days. Everything is called awesome - a dress, a flower, a song, a reel...